It is Official!

Half my stress burden is gone!!!!!
Well, in terms of work and reports that is.
And i am now free!
Free as a bird!
FREE!

.. to perhaps concentrate on the other half of my stress burden.

Can i elope? Please?

Am bl**dy confused with all this supposably essential wedding prep and it is driving me (& him) quite nuts.

So.

Anyone been to a wedding at beaufort before?
Nice or not?
No one seems to be answering that question for me at the *god help me* *whisper* bridal forum *gasp gasp*...

This is nuts.
Couples shouldn't be ALLOWED to go through all this madness just to be together.
It should be outlawed!

And did i mention the issue about parents and number of guests and bridal gown and videographers and photographers and whatnots and whatnotsnots? I am probably just in denial, unwilling to confront the *cough* issues and who can blame me? I blame the accursed society who invented the whole wedding fiasco and brain-washing everyone (esp parents) on what needs to be done, should be done, have to be done.

Seriously, can i elope?

It is nice for friends to offer to help but frankly, if only i know what i need help in. They should come up with a wedding/marriage manual, to be taught right from the time i was borned.

But i think it's only me. Everyone else seems to be enjoying the preparation. Would you believe that brides in 2006 have already started? And those in 2005 already got their wedding venues? What's this? A society of super women whose major is logistic exist in singapore? Why wasn't i a part of this superior race? Instead people look at me funny because i don't have a actual day planned, a bridal salon lined up, a photographer on hold for the photo shoot and a videographer standing by.

I feel inadequate.
That shouldn't be allowed too. *snort*

So i am trying and trying to get it together with his help. And it seems like our dream of what our wedding will be like gets further and further away from us as we jump into the whole wedding prep loop, along with the other rats. The worse thing is, i am not sure i like morphing into this "get-a-whole-wedding-coordinated" super woman-freak and pulling him along with me.

But i AM stressed not having anything done. And it is going to be Nov soon! And the wedding is Nov 05! See? I can't believe i am saying that and freaking out when i still have a year! But that's typical! That's life! That's Singapore! (see how excited i am?! Count the exclamation marks!!!!!!)

*take deep breath*
Seriously... Why shouldn't i elope?